My CT results are in and translated, but before I share them with you I need to let you know how thankful I am for my mom and my hubby, as they made me focus and really understand what I was reading instead of my preconcieved opinions. Continue reading “CT Results Are In” »

I should not be nervous or even worried about my upcomming CT scan, yet I am scared out of my mind.  I have had my stupid drinks on top of my fridge for weeks and not thought for a moment about them.  Now, I sit at school with my calendar open and can not stop thinking about my stupid CT Scan. Continue reading “Yet Another CT Scan!” »

Really?  Are we almost there?  This article sure has my hopes up.  Let me know what you think!!
Continue reading “A Cure for Breast Cancer?” »

Really world?  Yes it is true.  Apparently young women who have complete hysterectomies with the ovaries removed and who can not take hormones get put on Effexor.  For those who do not know Effexor is a mood stabilizing, and or anxiety medicine which helps with the side effects from the instant loss of hormones.  Continue reading “They Have Me on Effexor-XR” »

Yuck, yuck and more yuck.  Oh well there is not a single thing I can do about these hot flashes that have decided to settle into my body.  I will publicly say I do not like them, but things could be worse. Continue reading “Hot Flashes have arrived” »

It is true…I I should not be asking where are the hot flashes.  I can remember the ones from chemo and they were mighty annoying.  It is weird how I am sitting here wondering where they are and when they are coming. In an odd sort of way I want them here.  However, I do know when they arrive I will be so mad at myself for ever even typing this very post.   Continue reading “Where are the Hot Flashes” »

It is true, the day has come and soon I will have my final surgery.  Hooray!  Now, what really needs to be addressed is the stuff you are forced to drink before this surgery.  Continue reading “Off To Surgery I Go!” »

Hello world, I need to explain why I have been out of commission and why I hope it is soon to be over.  I am pregnant.  Yes, you have read this correctly.  Although, I would like to say it was planned and happily agreed upon, it was the opposite in many ways.   Continue reading “This is Amazing!” »

There is no need to write much for this post as the video says it all.  Last night on, So You Think You Can Dance it when it aired.   Continue reading “Moving Breast Cancer Dance” »

God is a comedian.  Honestly, the more I live my life the more I am starting to believe that very statement.  The whole purpose for this post is all through chemo I was so worried my cycle would not come back and I would forever be stuck in early menapause with the worst hot flashes ever.   Continue reading “Why Oh Why” »